To my Follower

Thank you for visiting my posts. Hidden within my unorganized and chaotic articles are prayers to God, my Heavenly Father is who I call upon.

To guide my right hand and judge my heart. My fear of offending God is strong . Offending God with my own fear of my enemy.

I call upon God to bless this pen and guide my right hand. This is not about religious traditions of mankind.

This is one of numerous sites that I have given back to God for all that God has given me.

I hope to hear from you about your thoughts on whatever subject matter brought you here.

Thank you for visiting. I am sorting through this to hopefully reorganize and simplify the subjects into categories. Thank you so much for your time and kindness.

Connie Ford Johnson. C.L.Ford

Dear Heavenly Father

I had a question for my Heavenly Father.

For the children who have been so loved and lost, but chosen to be with such great favor to hear that unmistakable voice in their hearts.

To the one who is set apart from the world and seeking for answers,

Well I don’t know the answer you are searching for  but I have great knowledge that most people can find exactly what they want to see.   Or move on till its found to be acceptable to them.

I am not an exception to this.

It all comes down to a choice

The hard cold truth .

The comfortable middle.

The bliss of total dismissal of the whole subject.

Can my way of belief be totally changed ?

No.   I take it to be a personal and private decision to make on my own place in life.

Faith is not free of worry  .     Doubt that brings guilt for going against the world and even against the ones who have raised you, is not easy. .

It’s okay to be with questions ab  religious beliefs and traditions.

But you have been gathered to me and set apart for a reason . I hope I can comfort you and you can draw courage to continue to sow seeds and preserve the words hidden in your own heart.



Vengeance on the Wicked

Vengeance on the Wicked 15 [a] Speak in the ears of my people the words of the prophecy that I will put in your mouth, says the Lord, 2 and cause them to be written on paper; for they are trustworthy and true. 3 Do not fear the plots against you, and do not be troubled by the unbelief of those who oppose you. 4 For all unbelievers shall die in their unbelief.[b] 5 Beware, says the Lord, I am bringing evils upon the world, the sword and famine, death and destruction, 6 because iniquity has spread throughout every land, and their harmful doings have reached their limit. 7 Therefore, says the Lord, 8 I will be silent no longer concerning their ungodly acts that they impiously commit, neither will I tolerate their wicked practices. Innocent and righteous blood cries out to me, and the souls of the righteous cry out continually. 9 I will surely avenge them, says the Lord, and will receive to myself all the innocent blood from among them. 10 See, my people are being led like a flock to the slaughter; I will not allow them to live any longer in the land

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I have tirelessly and persistently requested mercy and closure for the children. My heart is broken to relive the memories. everyday I scream out for your children taken by the very same people who took me. We are not all dead.. just invisible — C.L. FORD (@Iamclford2121) October 6, 2019 My #requestformercy remains denied […]

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Connie Ford Johnson


The smallest of all three me”s

is in my youngest memories..

In the green pastures i will forever find her there …

Beside the still waters she plays without a care…

By her tiny right hand God led her to this place…

He let her little body fall
And set a choice all Gods children face…

No words were spoken by her Heavenly Father that fleshy ears would hear…

Her soul was gathered in God’s love that innocently was without fear…

He gave her the choice of live or to die..

She chose to live and she told her Heavenly Father why..

She knew by death … here she would remain..

In the presence of God’s love .. no words can explain..

She answered
“” i would like to live so i can play””

God restored her soul. By his gift of life. …is the very breath she breathed..

Where she had fallen as dead upon the grass ..

Her first death has come to pass…

God opened her eyes
She was able to see…
There was no veil to divide….

God opened her ears to hear.. upon her heart he wrote his law for her life she would abide..

He planted a seed and its hidden in her heart…

Such a gift found in the words she sews….

In Gods love she continues to grow….

The lords prayer verse on Bible Gateway

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. – Psalm 23:1-6

Isaiah 40:3 (KJV) – Forerunner Commentary

Following the links. What am I SEARCHING for ?

I am not the only one, yet I am alone , but never has God left me.

I run in circles and tear my clothes. I battle with an unseen enemy .

Never before has it been tolerated to speak of a serpent spirit of fear.

How foolish I am to think that God would tolerate my fear . I am ashamed of my lack of faith.


Dear heavenly Father, guide my right hand and judge the intentions of my heart. Let not the enemy come between me and my works.

I sew this seed for the children who will follow me through the darkness.

I sew these seeds not to save my own soul .

I sew these seeds in my books of remembrance to honor God .

My faith is unmovable and unchangeable as i know that God has not forgotten the children enslaved by men. The children who are now being rescued.

Children who have been taken imprisoned sold beaten raped and murdered without any accountability for their innocence that is taken.

Let God lead you .. follow the links