First blog post

I had a question for my Heavenly Father.

For the children who have been so loved and lost, but chosen to be with such great favor to hear that unmistakable voice in their hearts.

To the one who is set apart from the world and seeking for answers,

Well I don’t know the answer you are searching for  but I have great knowledge that most people can find exactly what they want to see.   Or move on till its found to be acceptable to them.

I am not an exception to this.

It all comes down to a choice

The hard cold truth .

The comfortable middle.

The bliss of total dismissal of the whole subject.

Can my way of belief be totally changed ?

No.   I take it to be a personal and private decision to make on my own place in life.

Faith is not free of worry  .     Doubt that brings guilt for going against the world and even against the ones who have raised you, is not easy. .

It’s okay to be with questions ab  religious beliefs and traditions.

But you have been gathered to me and set apart for a reason . I hope I can comfort you and you can draw courage to continue to sow seeds and preserve the words hidden in your own heart.

 

I don’t know who said this ……

This is something that someone else posted from a well known author of his ,,,   

but it is truth about the whole world as it is today.        There is a false sense of security in the world about being saved and righteous vanity in themselves. 
To think that they ate right and I am wrong.   
How could I be wrong when I claim no knowledge?  

What is so amazing on this earth  that it is believed to be a God?  Who has preformed signs and wonders and took the form of an angel of light ?  

Have you seen?   Could it be that Satan has been so long preparing the world to see his return?  To mislead the world and use the death of Jesus and twist his teachings in the hearts of man?

The great deception is real.    ? What does the world expect?     Do they really think that they are not going to be judged?    

There is no fear of the God who created their soul.   Who can destroy your soul? I’d say the one who created me. 

Satan has been lying to us since Adam and Eve were so easily  deceived.   God allows this as it is written ,   but this time we are not unaware of the consequences.   But many are blinded by the deception.  Even I can’t say that I have knowledge that is truth

Man of many Books

I’ve been shown who you are.   Not really who you are but what you have been doing

You have filled many books and I have not heard of you.   

How righteous you see yourself with vanity and pride.  

My God said to my heart , …. I will send them to you,    you must speak  these things to them…. for they are innocent till this is made known to them,    or their blood will be on  your hands …..

Many years and even today I seek the Lord my God,   I love the Lord my God,  and I have no other gods before him,     there is nothing equal to or above the Lord my God,   he is my Heavenly Father,   there is no mediator between us. There is no Savior but the one who created me,     

May my life be testimony and  be truthful and obedient to serve as I am greatly humbled to  be so loved and  the light of God has been with me,  
I feel the darkness that surrounds me   as I speak these things,   I feel the hate of my enemy ,  I want to run in fear,    and many times I have,,  but God still  preserves my life,    

A man of many books  has been gathered to me,     God bless my words,    let them see.  ….

I am accountable for my own words and I will be judged by God,   

The wrath of God  is my fear,    I don’t think I have a great knowledge that is above all the world,   I know I have no understanding of what is the will of God,  

But I have obedience to declare the truth in my heart,    I choose to serve God,     I an rejected by the world, as I reject the world. 

The world teaches a  great deception . But I choose to serve God. 

MY Garden Full of Love and Grace, there are no tares, not a trace, not one I have found….. I return the peace and joy , in the seed I planted in the ground ..

So beautiful is a good seed,    even though I have pride in the works you read,….

It’s more like a wonder of the gift  that I share,    so pure and simple, not one tare,  

Something that is a great gift  not given to me,..   but to the world , …God bless this seed… 

It’s  God’s  gift for you to read,     the beauty of the seed ,     

I’m glad your here……just follow your heart…….

The story of Eve,,,,and the first lie ever told,,,,,passed down to the young from Father’s to Father’s of Father’s we have not known.   .. the beginning of the fall of man,   

The very first lie ,,,,, today it still stands.     ….  

Well I don’t know really who you are,  but I write this….    (as I continue on) on the feeling that is touching my heart.    

God does work in mysterious ways…….

I don’t have a great following ,,, it shocks me to see that I  have had  any views at all.    

But it is personal things that I have  shared.     Not really any  organization on  any particular order or subject matter. 

Just words thrown as seeds in the wind…..  

I don’t have to say that these people have it wrong,,,  , and especially my own understanding  is judged as delusional…..

I will never say that I know what it means …… 

It depends on the version of the Bible you read.    

The subject’s that is in the Holy writings of the Bible  has been changed in the past 100 years. 

I search out the old versions found at yard sales and packed up in boxes of stuff that belonged to the grand parents  ,    . Boxes that come out to be disposed of by   great grand children and distant relatives.   

Torn covers and loose pages  with pen marks of personal  notes  .  

Scriptures that speak of dragons and unicorns,,,,,,,  crocodiles and whales,,,,,

Omitted from modern versions..  

“No one notices or even bothers to compare ,,    the words that belong together and now no longer there”

Seems to be irrelevant to the world now   ,  it is stuck like a record and repeats itself over and over again until now ,    the focus is on the new.. ,,    but I search out the old… 

The story of Eve……  and the first lie ever told,,,,,,,,  even to this very day ,    it is told from generation to generation,,,, and  the whole world is deceived.  …….   surely you shall not die,,,,,,  

And I know that there is no one else but you ,    ,,,   that is still here with me,,,      so I continue on  ,,, and it began with Adam and Eve 

The words of my heart

Will you come to my unmovable faith in the purest form of love?
Will you see the words that belong to God,  ?   They are hidden in my heart. 

 My flesh is weary and my  gifts for my God is  in his hands. 

To have the word untainted by the way of man  , do not be hasty to dismiss

To read the word and feel the fear is understanding and trust.

Wisdom is impossible to find, but it is knowledge and understanding  the children will provide. 

To be able to say “God, I am here”

And acknowledge  his laws with  fear . 

To stand up and appoint ourselves as teachers of  the word,  gaining followers  for the things that are   true to one  and to another  is absurd.

There is no fear of  God to be found in the words that  are so  formal and sound.  

To stand up and say the new fulfills the old ,   refusing to believe that we do not know   its  God  that created your soul.  
To see the words of the prophets of old,  is  to be obedient to do as your told.  Yes you are the same as the ones that have  set up the idols of wood and stone.     Only to the deaf and blind can say that that  is unknown. 

Nothing is new that was not old,   

Yesterday, today and tomorrow is shown ,   
All this knowledge belongs to God, and God alone.   

So I searched for understanding from the creator of it all.  

You are right here with me,   listening to the call,        there is only one God,  the creator  of us all. 

To me there is no equal,   I seek not right or left.      ,  fools  stand and say  there is   only one way ,      follow me to the grave ,   of the sins that have been  took away,   …….     so now we have a choice to make,    

The wrath of God,  in an     overflowing     cup ,    set before one  who filled it up…. with the offending sins  of  all   mankind,    ,     the cries for mercy  ,   the jealous Creator , the Heavenly Father in anger denied,  …

No mercy on the sin ,   that  is  still  leading men ,  to the grave where it was lain ,      blind and deaf ,   this to me is vain.  ……

To stand on understanding,   no man can claim ,    

In my heart these words remain

   
    

You are right and I am wrong……

Yet I still continue on……..

I love my God,  in my own special way

I’m doing it so wrong , so many people say. 

I ask for guidance from my Heavenly Father to serve and full fill his way.

I am not a prisoner,     it’s my own free will

I listen with my heart and I remain still. 
I love my God, I always will. 

I may not know what you  all claim is known 

But it is not easy to find simplicity in the  Jesus that I have  sought  and been shown. 

And the rest of the world chooses not to see,    

the words I sew as a seed ,  

 So the children of God,,,,    will surely feed,   

The evil one comes along with me and sews his own tares ,   

he sees the seed and sets his snare,   

He sews the fear ,   he seeks to scare,    

Even I have fled from the unseen in shame , 

I do not want to offend my God, , when I serve to honor his name,  

He searches my heart and his mercy on me is   found

 I continue on ,  in your heart these seeds are  bound,

 And I will continue on………..

Check out this . Bet you don’t think it relevant

 1 Lest the casting off of the Jews should be limited according to the outward appearance, 4 he showeth that Elijah was in times past decieved: 16 and that, seeing they have an holy root, 23 many of them likewise shall be holy. 18, 24 He exhorteth the Gentiles to be humble, 33 and crieth out, that God’s judgments are unsearchable.1 I Demand then, Hath God cast away his people? God forbid: for I also am an Israelite, of the seed of Abraham, of the tribe of Benjamin. God hath not cast away his people which he knew before. Know ye not what the Scripture saith of Elijah, how he communeth with God against Israel, saying, Let their eyes be darkened that they see not, and bow down their back always. I demand then, Have they stumbled, that they should fall? God forbid: but through their fall, salvation cometh unto the Gentiles, to provoke them to follow them. Wherefore if the fall of them be the riches of the world, and the diminishing of them the riches of the Gentiles, how much more shall their abundance be? To try if by any means I might provoke them of my flesh to follow them, and might save some of them. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving be, but life from the dead? For if the firstfruits be holy, so is the whole lump: and if the root be holy, so are the branches. And though some of the branches be broken off, and thou being a wild Olive tree, wast grafted in for them, and made partaker of the root and fatness of the Olive tree: Boast not thyself against the branches: and if thou boast thyself, thou bearest not the root, but the root thee. Thou wilt say then, The branches are broken off, that I might be grafted in. Well: through unbelief they are broken off, and thou standest by faith: be not high-minded, but fear. For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed, lest he also spare not thee. Behold therefore the bountifulness, and severity of God: toward them which have fallen, severity: but toward thee, bountifulness, if thou continue in his bountifulness: or else thou shalt also be cut off. And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be grafted in: for God is able to graft them in again. For if thou wast cut out of the Olive tree, which was wild by nature, and was grafted contrary to nature in a right Olive tree, how much more shall they that are by nature, be grafted in their own Olive tree? For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this secret (lest ye should be arrogant in yourselves) that partly obstinacy is come to Israel, until the fullness of the Gentiles be come in. And so all Israel shall be saved, as it is written, The deliverer shall come out of Zion, and shall turn away the ungodliness from Jacob. And this is my covenant to them, When I shall take away their sins. As concerning the Gospel, they are enemies for your sakes: but as touching the election, they are beloved for the fathers’ sakes. For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance. For even as ye in times past have not believed God, yet have now obtained mercy through their unbelief: Even so now have they not believed by the mercy showed unto you, that they also may obtain mercy. For God hath shut up all in unbelief, that he might have mercy on all. O the deepness of the riches, both of the wisdom, and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who was his counselor? Or who hath given unto him first, and he shall be recompensed? For of him, and through him, and for him are all things: to him be glory forever. Amen. – Romans 11:1-2,10-12,14-36 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans11:1-2,10-12,14-36&version=GNV

I recommend reading the whole chapter .  

I take everything so personally. 
I consider myself to be the same as those who are spoken of .   Who can say that knowledge belongs to anyone but God? 
With this I have great wisdom of truth in my heart and my faith is unchanged by my incapability to declare my own interpretation with pride. 

I just love my Heavenly Father. He is my God.  I am his child.  No matter how much I may be judged by man as delusional about my own testimony and declare that there is nothing equal to or greater than the one who created me. 

In the morning , and into the night, I continue on , into the fight……

But in between the planting of the seed ,  

I rest and sleep ,  

Then my Heavenly Father opens my eyes,  

The enemy cones to whisper doubt and lies.  

Yet I don’t understand what is the mind of God,  I’m not going to say that I  am not afraid,    but I continue to fight with these words ,  in these words   it’s the way I pray.  

I will not be  perfect ,  to the enemy I am prey,  he  hides behind me,   as , My Heavenly Father leads my way    , , 

The enemy waits for me to stray,     dear Heavenly Father    I will not fall,     my ears are open to follow your call, 

I feel the evil one behind me , I can not see,  

I  know that my Shepard  is God leading me,     I am not alone,    the enemy will lie to me.  

He crawls like serpents  under my bed he declared that he wants me dead.   I run in circles and   scream for my God,   yet in faith I continue on,  ,  to make it clear that in this song,    I will  serve the Heavenly Father   until the day I’m gone.   I’m am weak, my Heavenly Father is strong.  
The battle is real,      I continue on. ….. 

And as I  finish  the evil one goes on. 

My song is sung   .    I continue on  

Dear Heavenly Father

Why waste my words to describe how much I love you to the world  ?   Dear Heavenly Father, you have blessed my life. 
Ever step I took, you are with me,  

No matter what day it is 

  I give you my love    . I search to  serve you and  I see the world is blind , 

I speak to those who can not hear  

Dear Heavenly Father,    my mind is clear. 

No wine nor drug has  stopped  my heart  . 

So many have fallen by my side.   But blessed by your mercy  I survive. 

 To be able to see the  beauty of the world  , , to feel your presence is alive  . 

You are my God ,   I love only thee,  

I refuse to  pray  unto a tree,  the symbol of a man,    so many will never see.  But yet they call him God.. 
In my life the devil  fights with me. He scares me to fear my life.     

How offended you must be  ; dear Heavenly Father , still you save me,   

To speak of Jesus and the tree,  oh how the world hates and rejects me  
But as I fight with the devil , Satan to some, ,,,, the invisible serpent is how he  comes to me ,,,,,   when I speak of Jesus and  can’t  understand why people don’t  hear,   they are taught to be moral and they have no fear.   

They have a great need and are without doubt that they will be risen from the grave,   the one who died so they can be saved.  

But I have found not one who can truly say they don’t know   , they can only say   ,   accept Jesus Christ and that’s the only way..    .

They pray to you and give him the  thanks .

Exactly the opposite of what is written long ago and still to this day,     in big red letters  he declared that there is no other way, 

Heavenly Father  ,    it’s written plain and simple and so many will never see , the child that is set in the midst of  thee.

But yet still I don’t know all things,  but only to you ,dear Heavenly Father, my heart   will always search,  and in my heart Is where your found,      and to me that is the only way.    When I declare this true in my heart,   there is no more to battle , from me the evil one departs,      

To rise again, when I start to sew , the love of God, that’s what I know.  

 

First commandment is everything to me. ……

 Thou shalt have none other gods before my face. Thou shalt make thee no graven image or any likeness of that that is in heaven above, or which is in the earth beneath, or that is in the waters under the earth. Thou shalt neither bow thyself unto them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, even unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me: And showing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments. Thou shalt not take the Name of the Lord thy God in vain: for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his Name in vain. – Deuteronomy 5:7-11 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy5:7-11&version=GNV