Dear Heavenly Father

I had a question for my Heavenly Father.

For the children who have been so loved and lost, but chosen to be with such great favor to hear that unmistakable voice in their hearts.

To the one who is set apart from the world and seeking for answers,

Well I don’t know the answer you are searching for  but I have great knowledge that most people can find exactly what they want to see.   Or move on till its found to be acceptable to them.

I am not an exception to this.

It all comes down to a choice

The hard cold truth .

The comfortable middle.

The bliss of total dismissal of the whole subject.

Can my way of belief be totally changed ?

No.   I take it to be a personal and private decision to make on my own place in life.

Faith is not free of worry  .     Doubt that brings guilt for going against the world and even against the ones who have raised you, is not easy. .

It’s okay to be with questions ab  religious beliefs and traditions.

But you have been gathered to me and set apart for a reason . I hope I can comfort you and you can draw courage to continue to sow seeds and preserve the words hidden in your own heart.




I continue on….             I follow myself… I follow the links

Children’s Aid Society

Google search and understand the historical beginning of the business of marketing children in America.

Anyone who cares to see something say something should be made aware of the facts and foundations of this unGodly Cruelty of mankind upon children.

We are gathering and we will never forget.

I will never be silenced. My voice will be heard from beyond my lifetime. Long after my name is forgotten my spirit lives within the books and the life within the written words .

As the churches fall…. — my Heavenly Father’s love — my Heavenly Father’s love

Following the links to various other books of rememberance from my sites.

I am Gods child . By the will of God and God alone these books be found worthy and true

Unmovable and unchangeable.

The spirit of fear comes to steal the words of my heart. Testing my faith.

I am weak . I call upon God as I battle with the invisible enemy.

Blasphemous? Delusional?

How special I must surely be.

This is the promise of the seed.

Books of remembrance

Thus saith the LORD; As the shepherd taketh out of the mouth of the lion two legs, or a piece of an ear; so shall the children of Israel be taken out that dwell in Samaria in the corner of a bed, and in Damascus in a couch

This is in the book of Amos. For those who search, may our Heavenly Father let us see.

Understanding comes from behind me. I do not know what you seek.

Nor do I know what I, myself, will write within my works.

I do have fear of offending God.

This is not a fear that I can explain other than comparing it to childlike awe of a respected parent.

I do have comfort to offer you, and those who are gathered to hear the truth in my own heart.

I set myself to be found apart from the world.

I have a personal relationship with God, He is my Heavenly Father, and I have no other besides him.

Am I a righteous and perfect woman?

No .

I am not unrealistic to ignore my own fleshly desires of lust and indulgence to things causing drunkenness of my mind.

I ask for guidance and to declare my intentions are not evil to be found as immoral and unGodly.

Scriptures Unseen,

Following the links

There are so many explanations. Thinking oneself wise to declare clearly written words are not relevant.

And he said unto me, Write, Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he said unto me, These are the true sayings of God. And I fell at his feet to worship him, and he said unto me,

” See you do it not: I am your fellow servant, and of your brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.

From the two links above ,

I have given you a choice that can take you WHEREVER you want to be.

SEARCHING for God will take you to one direction. Searching for Jesus, or Christ , will take you another way, searching for worldly or spiritual, truth , or tradition.

Searching for common ground.

Following the links, compare and choose .

Can you see?

My Heavenly fathers love

When I passed by you again and looked upon you, indeed your time was the time of love; so I spread My wing over you and covered your nakedness. Yes, I swore an oath to you and entered into a covenant with you, and you became mine.

There is nothing more powerful than the love of God.

Children Trafficked In Child Protection Services

These children have been ignored despite the media coverage.

I have unsuccessfully, but tirelessly and persistently requested mercy for the children who have taken my place.

Immunity from accountability for endangering children.

Children who are still today being placed in the hands of child protection services and being rescued from child sex traffickers.

I will not stop fighting for them.

For those who have taken my place – I AM YESTERDAY’S CHILD

Following the links.

I return to my books of remembrance and I marvel at the words.

Not as vanity but humbled by the mysterious inspiration that must have guided my heart.

So many links to my unorganized works .

Nothing fancy . A realistic reflection of my lack of theme building skills.

Hidden in plain sight within an uninteresting opinionated rant.

The children

We must never forget our innocence.

As an adult I am responsible for my own choices and I will stand to be judged by God.

When I remember the child I was I continue on with my own wisdom and knowledge . What God has prepared no man can declare to understand.

Man can not build up what God chooses not to stand.


From the beginning it is written, of what was , what is, and what is yet to be.

Man searches for the genealogy of the historic tribes taken as slaves . The people God chose to inhabit the promised land.

The children are numbered in the books of remembrance and preserved by hand .

Children must never forget the lord thy God that saves them.