I have took some time to go through some posts and I will say that I don’t try to know things that can never be known by any one . I don’t declare that my thoughts are with wisdom and knowledge of the way of God or how I am doing the will of God by my own works.
That is vanity and pride in my self to put myself in the pulpit and teach anyone else things that I do not know.
But I can only testify that you are in my thoughts . I have great fear of offending God.
A fear that I may mislead you by my own thoughts and feelings about the teachings of man.
The world has rejected me and I continue to declare the words of encouragement from my own heart and soul.
I love the Lord my God he is my Heavenly Father.
So I am curious about what you are searching for,
I have been so long separated myself from the world and I have been judged as delusional and even blasphemous for my testimonies of my heart.
I see a difference between the two , God is the only one that I have knowledge of.
Knowledge of his presence in my life and my heart and soul.
He has wiped away my tears when I was with a broken heart. Not the same as a broken heart of a losing my boyfriend to another girl, but the heart breaking loss of a child, he prepares my heart and soul and his voice is unmistakable and indescribable to any one who has not heard it.
No you are not my sister , but one of my two witnesses .
I spent many decades busy with my own life and my choices have been made by my freewill, but I testify that I have not been anywhere that God did not know I would be.
To you who are still with me I have a great testimony and my heart is not burdened with the foolishness of religion.
I believe that the teachings of man is not the same as the written word of Gods chosen people.
I come to you with this seed and the trial of my faith is the best thing I can share
To understand the concept is not teaching your own interpretation of scriptures that are taken out of context.
Will you hear the word of God spoken to you and realize that God is the living God and his word is alive and is not hidden from those who seek to be with him.
When I say it is spoken to you I literally mean that it is written by someone who was just like you or me. , to be read as a personal message for you to receive.
Preserved in the world and the holy Bible, no matter how much the version changes by the way of man, it is where the guidance is found.
But the majority of the vain and the most righteous that are gathered up on Sunday will recite to you the words that are clearly written to declare there is no other way to see it.
But if you continue to read the whole chapter in full context you will have a great knowledge above all things considered to be truth.
For your own heart and soul is seeking to find God. But you have been given the choice to be separated from the foolishness of religion and the trial will be upon you.
CHOOSE TO SERVE THE ONE TRUE GOD, IS JESUS Your saviour?
If you really are searching you will get the wisdom that is the Holy Spirit, one of the two witnesses of the works of man , as for Jesus to be with the ones who are given to him and he is their Shepard and I have been so fearful of God to declare that I don’t know anything about Jesus, except for what is taught by man.
Are you conflicted about the idols in the world?
I don’t know anything about the purpose of the ones who are saved by the way of the cross.
I see that the teachings of Jesus is not the same as the teachings that man has been handing down from generation to generation.
Are you still with me? I will not apologize for offending anyone who wants to go against my testimony. I am not seeking a great following nor do I expect to see the harvest of my seeds.
For my Heavenly Father is the only one that can save me or destroy the very soul that was his breath that gave me life .
I don’t ask for forgiveness of my own fleshly desires, for if I asked for forgiveness and strength to keep a sober and sexless life that would mean that I would not return to the sin .
But if I get a little tipsy before I go to sleep I’m not ashamed to enjoy the feeling and I meditate on the word of God. No evil intent to seek out mischief in my heart.
So the battle is not the existence of sin that is so judged wrong by man and man is not the same as God.
Don’t get me wrong I see that some things are flat out wrong , morally wrong and God has not tolerated my disobedience to the commandment given to me by my own heart and soul I have been punished as promised.
But I was not destroyed and I can only acknowledge the love of god in my heart has brought me his mercy .
So unworthy I thought I was. But now I have a great fear and even some sinful pride in my works.
To be with courage you have to have faith , that comes with confidence and a fixed heart.
If you look at the above mentioned subject to the religious beliefs of Jesus being same as God, I have to stand up for God as the only one who I give my life to,
only the one who created this world
As for my uncertainty of the one who has been sent to the world to receive the wrath of God for the sins of the world,
I am not going to say that I believe that I am not going to be accountable for myself and my choices are not hidden from my God
But I don’t think that Jesus is the same as the God I have known as my Heavenly Father.
No matter what the world believes I believe that I don’t know why I’m the only one who sees the words of the ones who have questioned Jesus , and were answered with parables and left for the one that was asking to answer for themselves.
Who do they say I am? But the one child was clearly answered in Mathew but no one else will hear that in the Sunday morning sermon.
So I don’t care to worry about the things I do not know , nor ever will be with understanding of.
So if you find yourself still here with me I would love to hear about your experience and feelings about God .
Without strife or judgment and definitely not foolish debate of why I’m wrong and everyone else is right
Cause I don’t know what is the mind of God, but I do know his presence in my heart, in my mornings , in my evenings , and even right now this very moment , in the night watch ,
My two followers , like the two sisters, one will be silent and go her own way, , the other will be left behind in the world and call upon the Lord that her sister is gone on her own way.
I’m sure this is written, I’ve read it several times, ,(
I don’t build my own interpretation with a verse picked out here and there, but I have written from my heart to my two followers,
For my simple testimonies of my life and my obedience to sew the seed,
For I am a humbled when I go into the world and the Lord God confirms truth ,
he created me, and I carry the seed to the one , out of the thousands , only one that was chosen to carry it on.
The one who is silent and innocent of doing any wrong, ,
for the law of their fathers is taught to them, it is moral and they are kind and loving and continue to pray , and gather on the chosen day ,
they have no question about the one who didn’t stay, to the sister , or brother , that they couldn’t save,
So they gather all the members to pray for the one that they believe has gone astray by leaving the house of worship,
the teachers are quick to give wisdom and single them out to pray , but when they walk away, no one wonders where they are going, or why they don’t want to stay.
They don’t want to talk about any other way, they teach only what they’re fathers were taught to say,
And for them they belong to the god that they made, they are kind and caring teaching the world to accept that they are saved .
Innocent as Adam and Eve , as our own children are easily deceived , even today we see the broken heart of discovering that Santa is you and me,
The very first lie ever told , to get eve to disobey the command given to them by the only God they have known , was that lie that They would not surely die, but be like God and have wisdom .
So eve ate it and did not die, and Adam also believed the lie. , but the one thing that was protecting them was destroyed by the first lie, just as God warned Adam and eve to obey the law , the one thing to not go near ,
And for the one who is here , at the end of this proverb, even though I may be long ago perished and returned to the earth, of that our flesh was made, ,
To cover the nakedness , the knowledge from the forbidden fruit was promised to bring, and the knowledge of the lie told by the wisest and most beautiful of the creatures that our eyes can no longer see,
for the serpent was also accountable,
for God cherished Adam and eve , above the Heavenly hosts created before Adam and eve, my works are done with obedience and the love of my Heavenly Father , from childhood , the written word has led me.
To carry on to be gathered with you, right now, to be obedient and unable to be deceived, for the knowledge passed down from Adam and eve, , to Seth to Moses to Methuselah to Noah the God of Abraham, Isaac , and Jacob
The God that saved those who remained faithful to the law given to Moses then out of the wilderness by obedience Moses delivered the law given to the children of Israel, to the priests
from the chosen tribe of Levi there are those who are even today the scribes,
This is not knowledge unknown to us .
But interpretation is only in the hearts and minds of mankind.
The first lie , we now can not deny that everyone we know and love will die
This is where I am responsible for the seed I sew into your heart.
For the forbidden fruit was knowledge,
The knowledge of good and bad brings the fear,
The fear is the beginning of knowledge of our freewill to choose from life and death
For you now have ears that hear, if you understand , then you have understanding ,
And I chose life, the life is in the written word , the word of the living God , God of the living, and I sewed this seed into the world while I was alive ,
for only God saved me by my obedience and the love in my heart ,
I may be long perished in the world and yet alive in the word and you by the will of God will carry on this seed , for there is one child of God who will come after you and me.