Hidden in my heart

There is nothing more personal than the pen and paper.   Sometimes I feel like word prediction changes my train of thought.    

I never thought about what I want to share on this blog. 

Except what is hidden in my heart.  

Hidden so deep  that meaningful words to describe it are  hard to find.  
Too many words can take away from the meaning of what is written.  

Too many words can scramble with the truth and  doubt takes over and the subject is lost. .
Too many words can make you weary and  so it remains hidden in my heart.

Dear sister ,  child of my sister .  You are still so young and I don’t know yet what, or I will never know the mind of God. 
When I walked  in darkness,  I did not fear .  I was hidden from the site of evil. 

I don’t understand the invisible serpent spirit that has so long been  persistent in testing my heart and my lack of faith is  purely human,    the fear in whatever form it comes to you , ……….will be your confirmation of the truth in my heart. 
I’m not  big on the way of the world’s religious beliefs and traditional way to get salvation,,   blah blah blah blah. 
That is not knowledge with wisdom . Only truth  you   can receive is from the living word of God ,  your  Heavenly Father that created you.    but you are still hidden away and I have not forgotten you.  

These are my end days and my flesh will  perish in the grave., but I have written my books of remembrance and the seed I sew into your heart   will be reaped  and I will be accountable for your soul. 

Take care to remember the path that leads to me.  And carry on with the knowledge that I have been so blessed to see.  The word hidden away in this seed . 

I may not be the best example for the Christian life, for I am not with them. 

My hands are not clean, nor is my mind always sober  .  …..  you remember me. 

This is not a sermon , I do not preach to be heard and I don’t need another soul to  say amen to me. . 

Don’t worry about  the fear that the enemy brings when the spirit of wisdom teaches you, for her knowledge is power and authority and fear is the beginning of knowledge of the Heavenly Father’s voice. ,   

She will not have mercy on you, and she will laugh at your fear,   but you remember the promise of God , He will always be here.  ,  and you will be unharmed and many years will be gone,  and I will comfort you again  , for you will then know that God has prepared for you all the days of your life.   And the life is in his word.  

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365 thoughts on “Hidden in my heart

  1. Lol I dont sit enthroned a queen of anything. I live in solitude and revel in God’s love. To be alone vs to feel lonely are entirely different things. You dont know me 🙂 plainly. Never have. From the beginning. I’m not there.

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  2. I have wept and mourned many times actually. But satan doesn’t show you that, does he? You have no idea, who I am, do you? Neither do I 😊 So it is good no? That I use the name I have always known. Kalyn Natsuko Miyasato. Some nobody woman. 🙂

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  3. Not the whore, antichrist or either beast. You dont know the name given me. And yet i tell you plainly. Since it is true, all my life I been named it, too. You hadn’t believed in Jesus, hadn’t you? Now that is…. probably why I met you. Since He is my King. Though there is the Creator God, and that is the God I prayed to, and the only God I know. I’m just a nobody woman. For sure 🙂

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  4. God protects my heart and life. If he loved me, at a time, then I’d like to meet him, and be his wife 🙂 since I’m typing to no one. Right? Or did God hear my faith and the tears I cried, the pain caused me, all my life. You don’t understand this name of mine. But I can tell you, I’m not, the antichrist. I’m a woman, greatly protected. By God. I never knew, all life long. Until He taught me that song. It was my song though. To me, nothing and no one comes close. To the Lover of my soul. I’m typing to no one though.

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  5. I’m not the whore, and many times have I cried and mourned. I wonder why satan does not show you that, my tears, my heart, I wonder why you cannot see how much pain you have caused, and the hurt. Since I’m typing to no one I know, or love.

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  6. I’m not the second beast. That would be the person who set up this abomination in my life when Chris left me half way through the seven years, the dragon speaker, who speaks in the word game that angels and demons speak. You, who does not know my name. To be a woman with my name. The world does not know, anything. Nor do I know, your name.

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  7. I’m not earth either. You see, if you are Jared, I pure heartedly shared dreams i had seen, since God was trying to warn me, but I shared it unknowingly, while you shared it purposely, with maybe, everybody. You have set up an abomination in my life and temple of my heart. While I was not an enemy of yours. My name is Kalyn Natsuko Miyasato. And I’m some nobody woman. And I haven’t liked, what you may or may not have done, to Kalyn. I’m very upset. Only pure sacrifice as though Jesus, would God forgive. Since I’m not the whore. But I am, a nobody woman 🙂 I call for eternal Justice.

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  8. Mom saw these individual camper beds where she could sleep at a malls parking lot and it was square containers

    and i was thinking about the kids at the mall that might pass by and cause her trouble if she went to sleep there

    inside the containers it was supposedly really comfy and air conditioned but they were all square containers

    I was like ray from star wars and there was a guy in red armor that was down to little health and i had like an arrowlike blaster that had little effect on him, but he basically was going to die soon since I took out a sword.

    Matthew and mom and dad, and books, like my book was unpopular or something but it was the right book

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  9. There’s only one of you, and that’s him. He has a golden cross necklace. Like only he does. Or rather, only Chris had this necklace, not Jon. Like and me and Jon were going to talk now or something, like together kind.

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  10. Hm well technically its the ending of my seven year tribulation 🙂 but only about a year or so since i left that place. Whatever it is lol. Dragon speaking kingdom? I’m not sure. Where the second beast was? Hm. I suggest you get to know someone, before you judge them, wrongly. It’s a good thing I’m just a nobody woman, named Kalyn Natsuko Miyasato. 🙂

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  11. Yes I’ve come face to face with satan, the dragon, and sent him there accidentally. So i am not there, and I will not feel that strong feeling again, for the next few years. Gladly 🙂 It’s my fate, as the woman seed.

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  12. Mom saw these individual camper beds where she could sleep at a malls parking lot and it was square containers

    and i was thinking about the kids at the mall that might pass by and cause her trouble if she went to sleep there

    inside the containers it was supposedly really comfy and air conditioned but they were all square containers

    I was like ray from star wars and there was a guy in red armor that was down to little health and i had like an arrowlike blaster that had little effect on him, but he basically was going to die soon since I took out a sword.

    Matthew and mom and dad, and books, like my book was unpopular or something but it was the right book

    🙂

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  13. this lady was wondering or asking me about papers like the students papers like to grade them but like I basically wasnt going to like they could handle it on their own and like i just wanted to go home

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  14. I don’t consider dragon speech played in a word game on all worldly streams like social media, communication. So no, I have not known your names or a thing. And if you truly believe I’m joking, you are a fool really. Since my own family and parents have not told me. Even now 🙂 how does that make you feel?

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  15. My reading for today 🙂
    2 Samuel 15:23-16:23
    John 18:25-19:22
    Psalm 119:113-128
    Proverbs 16:10-11

    Did you know the chief priests gave Jesus, the Son of God, a crown of thorns, dressed Him in a purple robe, and sentenced Him to die? I feel sorry for them. Those people, probably will never see, eternal life 🙂

    But I been wondering. Why, if, why have I known your names? I’m actually half sure I’m crazy to know the names of nobody. Like, the very first time I discerned it, maybe, I’ve been wondering. Why did I, or why was I able to distinguish them, in the first place? I have much to learn, of this ability. Although, I’m typing to nobody. It seems 🙂

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  16. There was a big mother like lady with a tiny round owl like baby like in a pouch, and there was a guy like Scott or someone like dutiful who was going to read this Hawaiian book to the baby and the book was actually written by that mother lady, he was reading the book to the mom and crying fussy baby but actually that lady wrote it and its basically been read or said many times, so it was silly for him to read it to the mom and baby again

    Jared-san 🙂 you don’t understand who I am, do ya?

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  17. Parker and i were in the same band playing trumpet and it was like i was a sort of girlfriend of his and we were packing our instruments away but he was still going to play and I basically took or borrowed his music or phone and went outside and i was looking or capturing the sky and clouds on his phone and he was in the band inside and like he needed his music or phone back soon since the band was going to start but I basically wasn’t going to go back and give it to him, like he had to find me if he wanted it back

    😊🕊

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  18. Mom saw these individual camper beds where she could sleep at a malls parking lot and it was square containers

    and i was thinking about the kids at the mall that might pass by and cause her trouble if she went to sleep there

    inside the containers it was supposedly really comfy and air conditioned but they were all square containers

    I was like ray from star wars and there was a guy in red armor that was down to little health and i had like an arrowlike blaster that had little effect on him, but he basically was going to die soon since I took out a sword.

    Matthew and mom and dad, and books, like my book was unpopular or something but it was the right book

    Pool there was a square/rectangular pool on a map i had seen and i had went there and it was like i was invisible like lost in time and could see this lady teacher and a student but they actually could not see me

    Like an evil man or like a villain like he goes around and challenges people and then he met this knight but inside it was a woman and he challenged her and the next part, she’s the one who jumped through that window and won

    And basically there was a game two were playing and it was a tossing game and target looked like a glass cup but then one of them jumped through the window and revealed it was actually a lamp in a restaurant and something like perspective

    this lady was wondering or asking me about papers like the students papers like to grade them but like I basically wasnt going to like they could handle it on their own and like i just wanted to go home

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  19. Do you think God smiles at all this? What you may or may not have done to His Daughter and creation, Kalyn? And just how, does darkness go away? True Light, true sacrifice, true love, indeed. It was supposed to work out you know. And actually God wanted you with me. I can’t marry just anybody.

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  20. I love Chris very much actually, and I’m not calling him anything at all. He’s just interfering with me, moving on. He doesn’t know me anymore, since I came face to face with satan and God. Baptized in water and Spirit, two years ago. He just does not know what he’s preventing though. Squares. A lot. Evil hearts that have been worshipping an abomination set up in my life and temple. This needs to be made right. I don’t understand why we fight. Since I’m just crazy hallucinating to know your names, right?

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  21. I’ve prayed to be normal 🙂 over and over. I dont want to see what I see. Hear what I hear. Maybe know what I know. Since it is painful. How painful it must be to be the Creator God, I think. I never want to be God. To know what He knows. You really could have said my name, you know 🙂 It’s just Kalyn. And I’m a woman, you know. And I’m not the whore. I wish I didn’t see anything, anymore.

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