I had questions…..
Who can teach me, if not God?
Who can say that knowledge is given to them above all the world?
How rejected I have been .
You pray for me to receive guidance of the way you see me in error .
Error is seen by man , you see error in my heart ,
error in your eyes say to pray so I can believe what you have heard of the truth .
I don’t understand the blindness , the boldness and refusal to hear ..
In kindness , you pray for me?
I have forsaken the whole world to be obedient to fulfill my inner desire to serve God,
There are no words to describe how much I searched for the truth, just for a bit of understanding of why I was different from other people,
Then I can say that I accept that I will never get a mind to understand the concept of the Heavenly Father’s will or plan ,
who can say that they have a true and correct answer to my faith?
Not even I can say right or wrong way.
So I have to go into the world and declare that I have been so loved and saved by my God.
My Heavenly Father I can not escape from judgement.
I will not fear that I am responsible for my work.
I do not teach them how to make idols and pray in vain.
I send back all those who God sends to hear me. I send you back to the one who created you.
I have no idea where you are going , or what you are searching for in the hearts of the people,
But I do have questions, I am accountable for the works of my hands and I don’t know any other way to God,
But to accept that God is sovereign. God is with us, God is our savior and judge.
The first commandment is not forgotten by me .
To fear the wrath of God to destroy my soul, to dust my flesh will perish in the grave, my life is the breath of God, my very soul .
To the Heavenly Father I pray . He knows my name. There is no mediator between us .
To choose from religious tradition, that is acceptable to the world. , or God.
With the questions that I have written find the right scriptures that are chosen to be unquestionably believed to have the answer.
Keep reading the first and last words of the whole chapter in context.
It is not unimportant things to read.
The scriptures are the tares , the testimonies are the seed.
Acceptance of what you hear, knowledge is given by what you read .
It is written plainly, if you choose to see.
The choice is yours and you are now alone in this trial.
Ministering spirits will be there, to whisper doubt in your mind .
I don’t understand the concept of the Heavenly hosts , it brings me down to fear. For I am not with knowledge of such things ,
I declare the one true God I have loved and known his voice in my heart.
I will not be the best example of the righteous and pure. But I do have love for the creation of the world and the beautiful things, though there is hate in the hearts of man, I will not waste this day, I honor God with the words I say to you.
So I have this question to ask you, do you feel like God is calling for you?
Don’t answer me this is a choice you have to make.
The world or the Lord thy God ,? the way of man, the promise of everlasting life and resurrection? Or God?
Who will you bow down to pray . ? Do you have a golden calf, or the stump of the tree?
The statue of the woman who stands upon the snake?
Such a blasphemous testimony is the judgement of man on me.
But I will testify to God these words I have in me. These are the choices that I can see.
God is my first and last . My one and only.
Knowledge is not in me to worship with the world and the. Images are obscene to me.
I don’t reject the testimony that Jesus shown to me. it is the parables written that the world foolishly will teach . .
So I will go back to the beginning, and remember the first lie ever told .